Downhill...

Blah, what a crap day.

Started off really well, Rye woke me up at 7:30am by knocking on his door and seemed really happy. We got up had breakfast, I hung up washing, (and brought in nappies I'd left out and had got wet - oops), made bread with tl'u and it was all good. Planned to go to baby rhythm and then onto kids planet...... then it started to rain, not just a drizzle but a real heavy continuous rain. I just didn't fancy getting wet so decided we'd stay in have fun at home...

Then jitterness set in, and I started to feel bored, fed up and so not in the mood to do anything but eat - and boy have I eaten today. I feel sick I've eaten so much - binge portions.

I also feel a terrible mama because I'd done nothing but shout at Rye, I've barely finished apologising for one outburst before the next one begins. I got terribly irrational with him when he asked for a "juice" and I couldn't find his cup, I kept shouting "where is it???" and telling him if we couldn't find his cup he couldn't have a drink and maybe in future he'd learn to put it on the side.....sigh. I have other cups for goodness sake! Found the cup in the end it was in the cupboard that the squash is kept in...

Blah - be glad when today is over.